I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.

2013 coming to an end, 2014 -- starting a new story. 

2013 was a good year I guess? New school, new friends, new CCA (: It was a pretty difficult year for me in terms of academics, but I'm glad I still made it through in the end. All due to my bad habit of procrastinating. :( Next year will be better, I promise!!

So yes, new friends. I'm really glad that I've met these good friends in Nanyang JC. Definitely the best thing that has happened in 2013. (: Okay I shall name some! Benjamin, Jenna, my bestest and best friend. Really grateful to have them in my life, going through happy and sad times together. Jia Min, Jolynn and Jennifer, my crazy classmates. Really happy to have them and I really cherish all my friends now, because true friends are hard to find. (:

Maybe the only regret i have in 2013 is that i didn't cherish many of my old friends and neglected them along the way. But i swear it was inevitable because our schedules always clash and i always can't meet up with them... Sometimes i really really miss them, reeeaaally. I know they have made efforts to ask me out though I'm always busy with school... Really grateful for their efforts to prevent us from drifting apart, but eventually they stopped asking me... I'm pretty sad actually because they stopped asking me out anymore just when I'm starting my holidays = I'll be free. But, can't blame them too because they trieddddd and i did not... I should really have forked out some time to spend with them... And i have no courage to ask them out because i don't think i have the rights to do that given that I've rejected them so many times.

As i grew older, i really grew to learn the importance of having friends, true friends, that will always stay by your side.

2014, I'll learn my lesson and to never neglect my friends again.

2014 will be a really really busy year because of upcoming A levels. :( And once again I don't think I'll have a lot of free time for them. T.T Next year will be over really really soon i hope. And then it'll be H O L I D A Y once again wheeeepeeeee~ Please God, just give me the strength to push on and don't give up on my studies.

Best memory of 2013 will definitely be the times with ISLE, especially during the trip in India itself. Had an amazing once in a life time journey, conquering Mt. Khang Cheng Zong Ga's Goecha La Peak of 5127m! Best 17 days of my life. Mostly because it was spent with an amazing person. Thank you for creating this wonderful memory with me. (: (I don't think you'll ever be reading this tho HAHA)

Counting down with B tomorrow, with his friends. Hope it'll be fun! (: Sometimes i feel really bad for always crashing their outings, but B always assure me that they won't mind, but I'm still very worried that they might mind. But they are really nice people! (: Sometimes i feel that I'm very selfish because i get a litttttttttttttle upset when he's always spending time with his clique. :( But I'll be more understanding!!! I know the importance of friends and they're definitely very important to him. Tho deep inside i still hope that he'll spend more time with me and care more about me. :b