Time does not exist. Clock exists. 

I hate time. I hate everything about time. Time is taking control of our lives, time is manipulating our doings. Everything is centered around time - what time should I wake up, what time should I reach school, am I late, how long should I spend on this paper, how long till the end of this, how long can I live. 

I have exactly 13 days 13 hours and 16 mins till the official end of my two years pre-university education. All about time again. Will I ever be able to live without being conscious of time?

After my A levels, living without time will be the first thing I do. No clocks, no watches, no alarms to wake me up in the morning. I cannot help but to keep reminding myself of the time now because I still have to study for my next paper. 

Keeping track of time is such a tiring thing to do. Keeping track of time is a torture. It's like you know that time is always running and lost time can and will never be recovered. It's like you are constantly losing something every single second (time, again). 

Given a choice, I would not want to live with time. But clearly, it seems almost impossible for us humans to not live with time. Time is needed to keep the economy, the country and the world running. Time is needed to keep our lives going. 

How is it possible that only humans are the slaves of time? How is it possible that animals live without the constrains of time? Maybe time is what makes us different fundamentally.

When I have the time, I would like to live without time (how ironic). 

I don't want to be a slave of time. 

I don't want to be constrained by time. 

I don't want to mourn over lost time. 

I don't want to pray to God and ask for more time. 

I don't want to be not on time.

I don't want to fight against time.

I don't even want to coexist with time.

I don't want time.